Sunday, July 31, 2005

4:39 PM

"But still I see the tears from your eyes, maybe I'm just not the one for you..." :)

Ang cute ng title no? Galing yan sa "Broken Sonnet". Nilagay ko yan sa title by special request... Haha! Diba? Ngiti cya!:D Miss you.:)


I went to Megamall yesterday. For the 4th time thus week! Weird. I'm usually hanging out in Eastwood with old friends and classmates. The past 3 days I've watched 2 movies, "The Island" and (kahit late na) "Fantastic 4".

If you were there, you could have identified me. I was wearing a green Camel Active shirt, Levis dark blue pants, a dark green Mossimo cap, and Dark blue denim Chuck Taylor Converse shoes. If you saw me, tell me.Ü Because if you saw me, you should have told me, kain sana tayo sa Saisaki! Hehe.:p

While I was walking around, I bought a Hale CD. Well, I bought a spoof shirt first (diet another day, 700 lbs.). I was supposed to buy a 3 doors down cd with it but it was worth about 400 Php. Argh.Ü Kakainis talaga. But it was OK. I think Hale is a good enough band.:p (I'm actually playing with the cd.. Broken Sonnet) I was so sentimental yesterday, and I have no freakin idea why... Haha! Whatever. Maybe I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something. Maybe. Ang saya ng buhay eh. Dramatic amp!:))

I'm finding hard to sleep more and more. I slept at 3:20 am last night. No comment.:)

These days have been frustrating, though somewhat dull, annoying but boring. Heartbreakingly sad but overflowing with evident satire. Katawa. Pero anlabo diba? *laughs* I think that proves the fact that I'm angry at the world, and at society because of their unnecessary expectations.

Isay, Erika, Kaygee, Gayle, Jelo at yung iba... Hindi peke yung cd ko! I don't buy fake cd's. Maybe burn them or transfer them to the computer, but I don't buy fake cd's... Ang lakas niyo kase mang-asar kahapon sa confe eh. Hehe... at wag kayo mang-asar ah di lang tungkol sa cd...:)


Oonga pala. Wag nyo pansinin yung gagong nasa tagboard. I'll erase every one insulting message. Even stupid ones. Binura ko na mga messages mo. Amp. Wala kaseng buhay eh. Walang kaibigan. Get a life, LOSER.:)

Hanggang dito nalang. Chat muna ako kasama ang aking mga kaibigan.Ü
PISAWT.:)


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Sunday, July 24, 2005

4:12 PM

Sonnet 17- by Pablo Neruda

We went to Fiesta resort yesterday to have dinner. I enjoyed myself. Though I'm feeling somewhat lazy that I dont want to get into details... *laughs*

This is nice.:) I'm bored out of my skull. So.. after using the internet.. Ill study in advance. Weird right?:p

Sonnet 17-Pablo Neruda

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms,
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers.
Thanks to your love a certain fragrance,
risen darkly from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride,
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where "I" does not exist, nor "you,"
So close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
So close that your eyes close and I fall asleep.


I got to go wish. Bye.:p Chatting with someone.:))

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

5:27 PM

Eastwood rocked.:p

Life's good.:p

LONG story SHORT.:) I had a good time, drank 6 fraps... walked around, laughed a lot, and watched a gig.:) Sa susunod promise, ako naman manglilibre.:p

Here's a test I just took.:) Cute eh!:))


You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test


Yan.. that's it. I gtg.:) Somewhere.:p


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Saturday, July 16, 2005

2:54 PM

???

Kakagaling ko lang sa classnight... I'm a bit sleepy but there's been something bothering me this past week. And I'm really confused on what to do. Bite me if you see me get sentimental.:))

Basta... Ganun.:(

Amp.

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

6:47 PM

just for a change.. :p

I've already made a new blog. A new one. :) But I'm still fixing the layout however..:p

www.practicalexecution.blogspot.com


DONT judge it YET.:) Thanks.:p
Bye.. gtg.:p




LSS: Elesi
Status: Single and Lovin it.:p
Lately?: Badtrip...

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

5:37 PM

THE Soiree.Ü

Well, for once, this is going to be a happy but short(?) post.Ü

The soiree yesterday was the very best I've ever had. Or, based on the responses I've recieved, one of the best our class has had. For me, it could be described in 2 words. IT ROCKED!

At first, the guys and girls assembled in different groups, each individual unsure of what he/she was going to do. BUT, thanks to Cynthia, our offical MC and gracious host, it worked out and he interaction began. It was justt fun. Some people were teased because of their names.. ("Jobim ba?! Bimbo!! *laughs*) some did small talk, ("Nags-soccer ka?! ako rin!"), and others learned that it was a small world... ("Hmmmm, Chatmate?Chatmate! *apir*)

After a few games, (games? haha!:p) we ate a little pizza, and drank a little coke and funchum. During this break, some guys and girls were trying out the instruments "scattered" around the venue.. and some of the girls were good. Then again, some of us were also good. Balanced!:)
The first classband that played was "k-squared" composed of Jobim, Clarence, Mikko (who didn't get to go), Chux, and King. They played "Sulat", "Ulan", "Cigarrete", and others... They were OK.Ü


The next, (in saving the BEST for last!!!:D) was "Chalklit", composed of Enzo[drummer], Sprix [lead guitarist], Bibo[vocals], and Brian[base]... THEY BROUGHT THE HOUSE DOWN. They played and made both guys and girls scream and sing along. Yeah! They were kings.Ü Angas. Pero Astig. EVERYONE felt like we were all in a real gig, and well, hell yeah, it sounded like a real gig. Like I said, Angas nga, pero astig.

The very last performance, was the Vocals of "K-Squared" along with the rest of "Chalklit" minus Bibo. And guess what they played?

"AAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSTTTTTTRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" And it was a fitting closing "song".:) The bands played well, the food was OK, and the interaction worked fine.Ü

IT WAS ONE HECK OF A GREAT NIGHT.

Highlights during the soiree:::


*Me wanting to bite Adi's head off.-He kept on telling me not to be uhm... torpe.-_-

*Akiko screaming during the Chalkit's performance "Ang Galing!! Astig! Adik!!" and "Idol!" But come to think of it... who wasn't?!Ü nahawa nga ko..:))


*Johanne Doing the back bend stunt.\m/

*Ej arriving wearing the pink shirt. and using the pink fan...:))

*Erika coming up to me, saying my name and last name, then telling me kilala nya pala si Anne.Ü

*King aking me to get the number of ***. Kasi raw crush nya! Nako!:))

*Enzo doing his AMAZING drum solo. ASTIG.

*SORT OF jamming (labo..^ ^ basta. we played the guitars.:p) between Me, King, Vince, Adi, Jobim, etc, and Akiko and Kaygee.Ü

*Some girls calling Bibo "Bading", then him answering back, "Bakit? Bakit? Bakit ako sumagot?" Haha!:))


The soiree was a success... Well, it should be because I helped plan it.:p Joke.^ ^ Maybe we'll have another soiree with their class. If ever, Hopefully, it will be better than the soiree we just had.Ü


Though I payed for most of what SHOULD have been payed for by the class, I was OK with that. IT was worth seeing the laughing, the teasing, the smiles of joy on each of the guy's and girl's faces. I didn't mind. Kahit ako pa nagbayad. If given the choice, I'd do it again.Ü Seeing people doing what I find hard to do, enjoying themselves, is very fulfilling to me. IT WAS WORTH IT.

So I'm here signing off with an empty wallet, a tired body, a stressed mind, but with a full heart and a contented soul.

GtG. Bye.:)

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

8:15 PM

About Bands and soirees.Ü

"A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face... A hundred laughs have made me colder, and I don't think that I'll look at this the same..."-3 Doors Down. It's one of my favorite songs.:D

Hmmm.. wonder why I haven't posted in a while? Well, the answer to that was that I was busy. Yeah. BUSY. The loads of homework, graded recitations and quizzes stopped me from giving you, my dear reader (lol) details on my life. Well, or what should be a life. (lol.:p) The hectic schedule annoys me...

A lot has transpired since I've last posted. Well. As in A WHOLE LOT. But I'm too lazy to give you the details..

Rainne and I are planning a soiree. It will be this coming saturday, in Village East near makro, in the clubhouse. The time is from 3-10pm. Bboys, BE THERE.:)) Her class is class 2-4 from Assumption Antipolo, AND I might play at the soiree. Sabi ni Sprix magaling daw ako, di naman gaano para sa akin... still good enough.:p But I'm thinking about it.

We're going to have another soiree, on the 22nd.:)

A few classmates and I are trying to start a band.:p All we need now is a rythmn guitarist, and [Obviously I can't sing.:))] a guy/girl on vocals. We've got a great drummer, a still-a-little-good-lead-guitarist (me), a possible rythmn guitarist na classmate, and a possible vocals na classmate or friends. Goodluck to us.:))


I'm usually bored SO I'm making custom picks.:P OUT OF CARDS. Funny what you can do when you're bored out of your mind, but busy as heck at the same time..

'BOUT SCHOOL... It's getting hard. Well, not really hard. HECTIC is the word. We have such a busy schedule and I've got non-supportive parents. Life's sweet. Life's just great. Haha. So many people to support me.:)) Just joking about one part here.:p

I'm going to post much much more the next time I get.:) Watching "One tree Hill".:p


LSS:Halaga-Huling El Bimbo-The day you said goodnight-Sulat
Dami diba? Madami pa nga talaga eh.:p

Missing someone... Badly.
Chatting with Sam and Lorainne.Ü

Ingat guys/girls.Pisawt:)

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the shademaster

that's me. torpe to the max!:p
ian.15.shy-quiet atenean sophomore.
torpe DAW.:))
god. ibanez guitars. dragons.
cellphones. gimmik. GIGS.
writing stories and poems.
jamming. music. YM.
eastwood. books. stealth..
weights. bikes. anime.
ethnic stuffz. aikido:p

How well do you know me?:p

jammin' it up...

INTERNATIONAL...[ata.:p]

Incubus. Coldplay.
Hoobastank. Maroon5.
Linkin Park. The Calling.
Blink 182. Green Day.
3 Doors down. Puddle of Mudd.
Switchfoot. Weezer.
U2. Matchbox20. Yellow card.


LoKaLe'..:)

Rivermaya. Spongecola.
Mojofly. Sugarfree.
M.Y.M.P. Bamboo.
Moonstar88. Eraserheads.
Sandwich. Mayonnaise.
Kjwan. Parokya ni Edgar.
Session Road. 6cyclemind. Hale.

Chalklit. Gorgeous Garbage.:D

...or else

espada. jay hirit ka patay ka saken.:p
no bashing.
no hating.

no calling me bookish.
no insulting or racism.

no jokes.kidding!

no plaigarizing or i might kill you.
ask permission first before
taking anything from MY blog.
joking!!! muhahahaha!
no really. dont. :p

leave a msg at the tagboard. joke!:p

shadowy wishes

rawr. ang tapang ko dito. papuntang eastwood.:p
canon IXUS 400 digital camera
20G i-Pod
more junk food in my room.
another ibanez electric guitar
a girlfriend.hell no!... la'ng pag-asa!
a 3rd phone.
unlimited load.
MORE friends.
japanese buffet! again.
an inspiration... right.

shadow contact

[[angeltaintedblack]] friendster/YM/e-mail/:
ian_under15@yahoo.com

[add me up ayt?!]

shadowy figures

i'm bored here.:p conceited amp.:))
aoi-chan;master of shadows
anne;luv k0 2! my BesTy.Ü
akiko;jap girl.:D
angel;alive-enix.:p
erika;rainbow-seeker
rica;thoughts nya.:p
isay;is back
ann/gian;gee-ann
gio;giotistic
b-boys;pugad B
saab;incugurl
stab23x;devil's spawn
gerlynn;sunshine and jellybeans
ktine;to infinity and beyond
cessa;little miss sadist
3cia;she is what she is
dale;nostaliaa
nique;out of the ordinary psycho
shang;she who writes
bianca;the funky wild thing
rainne;always the crazy her.:p
mich;the asteeg
maverick;she bites. :p
paula;anime at heart.;)
kambz;the talking sheep goat
iggy;kapamilya ata ni julius.:p
jon;undefined jester
chizu;gakka-mo0n
aisa;dangerously kulot.:p
chel;she is emily
nica;saturnoozfreak.:p
vince;mr.soiree.joke!:p
alex[a?];may sanib
jay;within shattered walls.:D
jopoy ceasar mukhang salad.:));euro-fritz.:p
raph;cool layout addict.:D
mm;milk-chocol8.:p
camille;she rocksss...:p
carmel;fabulous
kat;nakadungaw sa buwan
cathy;sila na ba ni Ej? joke!:p
eliz;one beautiful disaster
luigi;tox-tokwafumet

want me to link you? tell me!
there's a shout box to the right... :p

shadow links

blogger
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boxtorrents
downloadanime.org
haloscans
tag-board
Funny jokes!
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Attitiude attitiude..LoL
Make new friends!
Spongecola... naaaalala ko ang mga gabi..;p

creds.:p

Basic layout by aoi.:)
Largely Improved by ian.:p

And a thanks to Julius for the "no right click" thing.:p

make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of my emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

wanna.bring.it.out?shout!

sorry guys. i took away the shoutbox.:p it's on my new blog.:)

ancient shadows

December 2004 ::: January 2005 ::: February 2005 ::: March 2005 ::: April 2005 ::: May 2005 ::: June 2005 ::: July 2005 ::: August 2005 :::

i have a shadowed yet innocent mind. yeah. thats me. call me the shademaster.
welcome to my realm

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