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Sunday, June 05, 2005

6:30 PM

Biking in the rain. I did.:p

I did'nt get to post this yesterday. *laughs* I didn’t change ANYHING ayt?:p ♪-sipol-♪

BTW, I broke my F doorknob. Haha. Cool. I had no idea I could do that… I also broke, well, nearly broke another door’s lock. *laughs* Oops.

I WANT TO PLAY DRUMS NOW!!! I need the freakin' NOISE.

SATURDAY:

Biking in the rain feels good. In a very strong rain. 30% visibility. 17% chance of slipping on the road. I’m not really allowed to go outside the subdivision but I did, I even nearly got hit twice by cars… I THINK. One was near the PLDT building. I stopped at around Unciano Medical Center… THEN turned back home. Nobody knows that. Until now anyway… On the way back, I slipped down the hill, a muddy hill and nearly slammed my head on the concrete. That’s why when I got home, my Aunt was wondering why my shirt was so muddy… *grins* I told her that I slipped on my bike in front of the house. Right. I’ve got bruises but I don’t mind.*laughs AGAIN* I’m going to try it out again sometime.Ü

That's right. I did. So what? Haha... Sana magka-pneumonia ako. Yun naman gusto ng mundo diba?! *laughs*

This day was pretty good. I woke up at 11. For me thats LATE. Crap. Everyday, at least everyday that I have classes, I wake up at 4:00 or 4:30... It felt weird somehow. Well, I really can't expect myself to wake up at an earlier time because I slept at around 4. I couldn't sleep AGAIN. *laughs* That's life.

Today, just before I went to Aikido, me 2nd string broke. That sucked. Anyway… I’m going to buy myself a new string and I’m saving up for another guitar. Yes. Another guitar. Since my guitar doesn’t have a freakin’ amp… What the F… It’s only about 8000 Php. I need about 2 months without eating. *grins*

Someone told me that I’ve been a zombie for a long time. So, I asked, “Define zombie…” So the person said,

Someone who finds it hard to sleep, finds it hard to eat, usually stares of into space, distracted nyhis thoughts, more or less a pessimist, usually in a slump, has only one sentence on his lips, “I want to, but I have no chance”, TRIES his best not show any emotion, and when the emotion is so strong, he converts that certain emotion into another, more unlikely one in order to hide that very emotion. May pagka-plastik...

Whatever. I just walked away.

WE actually didn’t have Aikido today. Master Copino wasn’t there. So what did we do during the 2 hours? We messed around… *laughs* We did. It was fun… It was ok… We divided ourselves into different groups, doing what we wanted to do to spend our time; Playing guitar, rolling, playing with the JO and/the Bokken, the Arnis [I think…:p], grappling[?!] and annoying people. It was fun… When our 2 hours were over, Jay and Lyman told us that they were planning to go to the ‘night’ session, but unfortunately we weren’t allowed… That SUCKED. *laughs* But I don’t really mind…:p

Summer’s ENDING way too soon… I don’t want it to end yet. Well, not really. I want to be busier… To have more to do.:p

END

I want to watch "Mr. and Mrs. Smith"... Cute. I like guns. But I like daggers better... somewhat. Actually I try to act tough. I just TRY.:))

Well, that’s it. *laughs* Nothing really happened today. Nothing exciting that is…:p Almost nothing. Just one last thing… CONGRATULATIONS to a couple there for their anniversary!!! *laughs* Ingat! *grins* 1 month na sila ngayon!!!

Ingat PiPoL…
iAn here signing off. *sips a cappuccino* really.:p

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of my emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

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