Tuesday, May 24, 2005

7:57 PM

My body hurts. I feel pain. And strangely, I like it...

If, for some reason I could kill myself and still go to Heaven, I would...


I WON! Haha! Yeah... In grappling.:p I beat 3 people straight. 3 people.:)) Tsamba ako... Haha! Lakas ko raw?!?!... Di ah. I just work out a "little".:) For some reason the people watching clapped.:)) Sabi ni sensei [teacher] o shihan [master] Copino isasali nya raw ako sa UFC...:)) LoL I really enjoyed my Aikido sessions today. I only usually take the morning session, because its as tiring as playing badminton for 4 hours... really. Today I wanted to beat my body up. So I took both the morning AND the afternoon session. I just feel bad, masakit. I felt pain during the afternoon session. Pain while rolling, the high-thrust, back rolling, slamming and grappling. Whatever. Who cares right?... :p

U'ng mga kasama ko kanina sa aikido ay sina, Kuya Edgar, Lolo Anthony, David, Jay, Verna, Willma[who looks like a Cathy.:D], Von, Earl, Jay, Lyman, DAGUL :)), SHAOLIN KID :)), my sis, and others.. Lalang.:)


Haha... Whatever... Huh. I'm excited to go to a friend's condo.:p Jamming until 5 in the morning, with incoming 4th year, and incoming 3rd year students.:) BUT you don't care right? What the hell. I'll post it anyway.:p Our plan is to meet in McDo muna, then go straight to the guy's house where we'll play guitar and piss the neighbor's off with the drums... kung madadala.:p IF not di the Box nalang...:p

Gago si Miggy.. nilagay sa testi ko, "Ian likes to go out, but has no one to go out with." :)) WHATEVER. Haha! Still obnoxious miggy. Still the same you.:p My annoying violin playing little mouse-friend.:D hehe...
I don't have any loadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!! sa BOTH SUN AND GLOBE FONES.:) Hingi ng load migss...



Last STUFF...:p
Lakas ko ba?! Haha! O'ba?! :D JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

bye... i gotta, gotta, pump iron.:) and call miggy, my psychiatrist.:)) AND not eat again..:p Chatting with JAY,JULIUS & ELIZ and having a great time..:))
GTG.:)




[Just a fact... pinsan pala ni Julius si Iggy(the girl in my links section)... at si Jake pinsan nya rin pala... Lalang, small world.:)]



I miss someone so badly... I'm so pathetic...:)

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the shademaster

that's me. torpe to the max!:p
ian.15.shy-quiet atenean sophomore.
torpe DAW.:))
god. ibanez guitars. dragons.
cellphones. gimmik. GIGS.
writing stories and poems.
jamming. music. YM.
eastwood. books. stealth..
weights. bikes. anime.
ethnic stuffz. aikido:p

How well do you know me?:p

jammin' it up...

INTERNATIONAL...[ata.:p]

Incubus. Coldplay.
Hoobastank. Maroon5.
Linkin Park. The Calling.
Blink 182. Green Day.
3 Doors down. Puddle of Mudd.
Switchfoot. Weezer.
U2. Matchbox20. Yellow card.


LoKaLe'..:)

Rivermaya. Spongecola.
Mojofly. Sugarfree.
M.Y.M.P. Bamboo.
Moonstar88. Eraserheads.
Sandwich. Mayonnaise.
Kjwan. Parokya ni Edgar.
Session Road. 6cyclemind. Hale.

Chalklit. Gorgeous Garbage.:D

...or else

espada. jay hirit ka patay ka saken.:p
no bashing.
no hating.

no calling me bookish.
no insulting or racism.

no jokes.kidding!

no plaigarizing or i might kill you.
ask permission first before
taking anything from MY blog.
joking!!! muhahahaha!
no really. dont. :p

leave a msg at the tagboard. joke!:p

shadowy wishes

rawr. ang tapang ko dito. papuntang eastwood.:p
canon IXUS 400 digital camera
20G i-Pod
more junk food in my room.
another ibanez electric guitar
a girlfriend.hell no!... la'ng pag-asa!
a 3rd phone.
unlimited load.
MORE friends.
japanese buffet! again.
an inspiration... right.

shadow contact

[[angeltaintedblack]] friendster/YM/e-mail/:
ian_under15@yahoo.com

[add me up ayt?!]

shadowy figures

i'm bored here.:p conceited amp.:))
aoi-chan;master of shadows
anne;luv k0 2! my BesTy.Ü
akiko;jap girl.:D
angel;alive-enix.:p
erika;rainbow-seeker
rica;thoughts nya.:p
isay;is back
ann/gian;gee-ann
gio;giotistic
b-boys;pugad B
saab;incugurl
stab23x;devil's spawn
gerlynn;sunshine and jellybeans
ktine;to infinity and beyond
cessa;little miss sadist
3cia;she is what she is
dale;nostaliaa
nique;out of the ordinary psycho
shang;she who writes
bianca;the funky wild thing
rainne;always the crazy her.:p
mich;the asteeg
maverick;she bites. :p
paula;anime at heart.;)
kambz;the talking sheep goat
iggy;kapamilya ata ni julius.:p
jon;undefined jester
chizu;gakka-mo0n
aisa;dangerously kulot.:p
chel;she is emily
nica;saturnoozfreak.:p
vince;mr.soiree.joke!:p
alex[a?];may sanib
jay;within shattered walls.:D
jopoy ceasar mukhang salad.:));euro-fritz.:p
raph;cool layout addict.:D
mm;milk-chocol8.:p
camille;she rocksss...:p
carmel;fabulous
kat;nakadungaw sa buwan
cathy;sila na ba ni Ej? joke!:p
eliz;one beautiful disaster
luigi;tox-tokwafumet

want me to link you? tell me!
there's a shout box to the right... :p

shadow links

blogger
blogskins
boxtorrents
downloadanime.org
haloscans
tag-board
Funny jokes!
Search? Lookin 4 sumthin?
Attitiude attitiude..LoL
Make new friends!
Spongecola... naaaalala ko ang mga gabi..;p

creds.:p

Basic layout by aoi.:)
Largely Improved by ian.:p

And a thanks to Julius for the "no right click" thing.:p

make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of my emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

wanna.bring.it.out?shout!

sorry guys. i took away the shoutbox.:p it's on my new blog.:)

ancient shadows

December 2004 ::: January 2005 ::: February 2005 ::: March 2005 ::: April 2005 ::: May 2005 ::: June 2005 ::: July 2005 ::: August 2005 :::

i have a shadowed yet innocent mind. yeah. thats me. call me the shademaster.
welcome to my realm

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