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1:55 AM
I'm an angel! honest! The horns are just there to hold up the halo. haha! joke! :))
dont mind the title! :)) hehe...malay ko ba.. i was melting a few hours ago. god. :p soooo.... i went to mega mall. huh. just to cool off. im a complicated person. sorry po! :)) maarte ako.. ^-^i was going to buy a lotta stuff. 3 day sale ngayon eh. but i thought. what the hell. cno naman bibigyan ko. wala db?! :)) bibili ako ng sneakers. wla lang...i went to starbucks again. wla lang...i know its late but im going to stare at the stars. crap. pathetic diba? sad. :)) it helps me think.
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5:45 PM
cave canum. :))
The latin words on the title mean: "who let the dogs out!?" haha! wla lang... :p my sensei[teacher] a.k.a. aikido "master" went to our house a short while ago... nothin serious.. KASE.. it's like this.. like us he takes care of dogs. he has a labrador, a doberman, and a boxer[i think]... he was checking out my/////our dogs. 3 labradors... haha! share...:))yesterday rehg called.. haha... on the fone for 2 hours.. tagaaaaaaaal.. pero masayang kausap.. AT ang cute ng 2 year old nyang pinsan.. :p pinakanta pa nga ako eh! :)) hinarana ko thru fone.. haha! ng 214. LoL.. ---i just came from the fone talking to her. kanina lang. well. ngaun lang. haha! kuya na ngayon tawag sa akin... tumanda na ako!!! :))anne... yung c long-name halos ka-pangalan ko. :p nakilala ko thru a friend of mine... haha! d violin player... ^_^ nataliannecrap. my neck is soooooooooooooooo.... sore. i pulled a muscle in technique number 15. naalala ko pa.. :)) shaiza...:)imma gonna try to buy some SUN load. haha. leche'ng fone yan.:p another problem is the fact that there is hardly a signal for sun at home. carp. leche leche leche... :p haha! gtg...*ian has left the building*
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4:00 PM
whatever things.
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion ismagnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that wetreasure for the rest of our lives."-haha! wla lang. nakaka-aliw.:)im bored. im going to Eastwood later. Ive been planning for the last 2 days... haha! damn. i just hope it wont get canceled beacause a "friend" from laguna will come to our house later.. ;P
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3:31 PM
more bad than good. :)
huh. andaming mga taong 2migil sa blogging. crap. sooo... di na rin ako gaanong magb-blog. yeah. whatever.:)sorry sa lahat ng mga ka-sun.. matagal na maka-send at maka recieve ng msgs ang SUN ko. maulan kasi eh. joke lang..:)) bastah. sorry kay alex[andra], anne, king, vince, etc.. basta. sorry kung napaka l8 ko mag reply.SHOMEN! haha! ang saya ng aikido. im getting addicted. nakakaADIK! i beat a 30+ year-old man in grappling. whooooohooo! lalang.. kaka-aliw. :p after this i might take up drums. pag di na ako tamad.:))i met my "dream-sister" or SOMETHING. basta. we have the same dreams. almost. great minds think alike. haha! nakilala ko cya through MIGGY MOUSE. haha! joke pre'. peace. ^_^[a hundred days have made me colder.. since the last time that i saw your pretty face...]literally. miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssss kooooooooooooo naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... :p ang taong kilala kong mahaba ang pangalan. ;p
labo...:))
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I'm an angel tainted black...
10:30 PM
eye opener? :)
Ugh. I had a bad night's sleep. I slept at around 4. Crap. I was lying in bed for 5 hours! I listened to Jam 88.3 for that long. Haha! Yeah.. While listening to the radio, I tried to do some aikido exercises. Nagawa ko ang positon 1 hanggang 4. Anlabo pag walang sparring partner... but i got through... NICE IBANEZ GUITARS! akin yung una.. 44k.-grx 40-- gsa 370qm-I wan't to beat somebody up! haha! Maybe it's a phase or something. OR.. maybe it's the COFFEE. Caffeine makes you think/do stuff.. BUT I love coffee! haha! The Caramel Macchiato, Vanilla Frappuchino, [hot] Mocha -shot-, and the like... I'm addicted. ;p [BUT I also love NACHOS. NACHOOOOOSSSSssSSssSSssSS!]DID YOU KNOW?! I draw. haha! lalang.. Hey! Isa pa.. I like wearing long sleeved shirts. Not the Polos.;pI'm going to buy the rest of the freakin' Rivermaya CDs and A.k.A. IV.[almost kinda acoustic] HaHaHa! right... pti sugarfree, M.Y.M.P, Hoobastank[kung meron!:)], Maroon %, Coldplay[yung mga wla ako.], AND Incubus, U2, Mojofly, etc.. WHATEVER.I'm done writing my story. NOT MY story. A story. huh. Scary. sana... its titled -"Wall Color"-gtg.:p i GottA go eat some *Ruffles and Lays.* while looking at the F-ing star studded sky. haha! it helps when you feel down no? pti pag- galit. or worried. o pag wlang magawa.. o pag naaalala si 5527776665552 o si 222443377775544433. ^_^
DONT MIND THIS PART. EXCEPT YOU CARLOS!Your a freakin' asshole! you're not a person. you're a freakin' crowd!!! yeah you tubby! you're that FAT!to the normal people.. gtg. peace out. ^_^
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8:32 PM
i dont believe. i dont care!
i read "The Brethren" this morning. John Grisham yan.. haha. tapos na. started 8am, finished 9:10am. lalang...i took 1 aikido session a short while ago, and i actually had fun! :) yeah. 1st, i arrived 30 minutes early, alked to some new students... then i did OK on the rolls, exercises, the practices, partner to partner sparring, and i got my uniform. i even found out out that one of the new members of our dojo was a muslim. rock on! (';')\m/ haha! domo arigato gozaimas shikio[?!] Copino!:p *then you have to take a bow.. hehe..*im not going to sleep late anymore. huh. well. actually. i go to bed at around 11pm-3am. usually. but i fall asleep about 2 hours later. a lot of thoughts keep bouncing around my head. must be the cofee. so im going to bed at around 9.im thinking of selling. something. it costed 44,000 pesos when it was brand new. maybe it would sell for 30,000. haha! but im still thinking...i painted. once. but no one knows that. but i dont anymore. there's just no freakin' privacy. ugh. stupid house. :)IT just make sme sick. IT is simply a concept to ensure the continuation of the species. it is an illusion, a mirage. IT is all around; causing havoc, chaos, inspiring people, depressing some, and even bringing a new light into other's perspectives. IT makes people do what even they expect.. haha! yeah right. -_-anti ako. hindi pro ha!!!im going to hang around our tree house all day tommorrow. its not the sucky tree houses. the common ones. it has a narra polish, abaka roof, the works [pillows!!! haha! puzzle mats..]. it even has blinds. haha! lalang. ill bring EVERYTHING I NEED. EVEN COFFEE...ILL TRY TO PAINT THERE... and other stuffs. gtg... ^_~
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8:20 PM
isa pa[h]! :p
huh? trash man?! wtf?!? hahaha! gtg. :p -ian-
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7:00 PM
yeah right.
hahahahaha! yeah right. GEE, ano kaya gagawin ko ngayong hapon?! probably nothin. tv lang...
YESTERDAY: naka-chat ko si ate K! haha! pti nga ngayon eh. ka-chat ko parin.. with cam and mic. lalang.. nakita ko rin cla Aye and co. si RB wla nasa kabilang bahay. si kuya anton naman nasa party. :p haha! rock on MOX/'te K/bubbles/isha/KRiZiA/kraizee![patawa nga eh.. mukhang fishDA.. hehe.] aha.. haha.. i gotta practice stuff. stupid aikido. -_- kupal. feeling ko nasa yoga ako or sumthin... [whooosh. i am the wind. i am the brother to the puma.-hehe.] yesterday.. i went tripping with my cousin's. haha. joke! sa bahay lang nila dyan sa may pines.. err.. 2nd cousins pla. they had a cocker spaniel. pangalan "Gelo". haha! kapangalan yung bading sa 1-I.. anywayz gtg.
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4:18 PM
huh.
im pissed. very pissed.wla. kasi hindi cnabi sa akin eh. ouch. HINDI CNABI.thanx a lot.-ian-
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11:00 PM
tests na nakuha sa blog ni anne/memegen.net :)
i did'nt get to buy ANYTHING. daym! ahahaha... crap. hehe. nagstarbux naman kme eh. good enough. ^_~ sorry kung malabo yung itsura.. gtg... :)
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2:00 PM
going out.
ill be going to megamall l8er... wont tell you guys the reason why. haha! whatever. i mean im going now! im just sneaking in a post. :)yesterday i helped in the landscaping of our front yard. well.. yeah. i used the huge pick, then after that the wheelbarrow, the the spade. haha! 4 2 hours and a half... kasi we're going to buy a few square feet of bermuda grass 'cause the grass was looking dirty, so we decided to change it. MAARTE ANG PAMILYA KO. believe me.LAST NIGHT i sat on our roof looking at the stars. it was a pretty clear AND cold night. haha.cessa did'nt remember me! haha! right. :p rainne dont forget the event in june. sasabihin ko sa mga classmates ko..im going to a mall with 1100 Php in my wallet, guess what im going to buy.. huh-uh.. ^_^well.. gtg. we're using the pajero. that sucks. mas gusto ko yung estima... ANYWAY.gtg.-ian-
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6:50 PM
short; black and blue. misunderstandings. and finally-heeee yah!:p
i woke up this morning feeling great. haha! yeah! great. pero naasar rin kasi wala kong load sa globe fone ko. kaya di ako makareply at maka-greet sa friend ko. at sa ibang pang nagttxt..THIS MORNING when i went to the dining table, the radio was on and it started playing "you'll be safe here" by Rivermaya. freaky. but it felt good. but weird. haha. i like that song... [put your heart, in my hand, you'll be safe here..]oargh... i felt ok naman. the black and blue part i was just, let me say, exaggerating... haha! i took aikido-jiu jitsu in the dojo in front of Ynares center. small, quaint, yet endearing in its own way... the dojo master had a .28 pistol. i think. i know what it looks like. but im not sure it's what i say. huh...anne, wla yun. its an you-have-to-be-there-situation, concerning a few people. us.:p dont mind it. bite me. kung malabo... talagang kami kami un. its a thing.:))i can do a lot of things during my first session. huh. i can do rolls. basic defense...^_^i made a few new friends. in the dojo. verna, patrick[ibang patrick!], von, etc. nakalimutan ko na yung iba eh! :)si ojo nadapa! kasi naka "japanese elephant pants" kasi eh. haha! huh.:)this sucks. gtg. :)HAPPY BDAY NGA PALA KAYMARIAN/ALYSSA/YUMIand whatever nickie you have.. haha! have a nice bday.. ingats.:)[advance bday rin kay king.. sa 8...] peace out. im going on a gimmick tommorrow. whatever...bladeyumi13: "hirap pag friend mo crush mo. di mo alam kung paano itago. ddma pag nangungulit, lalang pag lumalapit, pero pag nllmbng minsan gsto mong sabihin; TAMA na! puede ba?.. --->>> wla lang. ka-chat ko cya nang cnabi nya to. feel ko psychiatrist ako ng ILANG tao DYAN di ba!? haha! wag umangal blog ko to. ;p[the only thing wrong is to deny what your heart truly thinks.]-i think im not going to heaven. hope not. im still trying!!!:ppeace out uli!:)
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10:45 PM
wherever you will go.
nah. im just not in the mood. im annoyed. my mom signed me up for an aikido class... haha. but that isnt the reason... nevermind. oonga pla. i noticed lagi akoi nagkakamali sa grammar sa ilang post at poems ko. haha. un lang... im black. i feel black. :p[this song got stuck in my head]WHEREVER YOU WILL GO...~the callingSo lately, been wondering,Who will be there to take my placeWhen I'm gone, you'll need loveTo light the shadows on your faceIf a great wave shall fallIt would fall upon us alland between the sand and stoneCould you make it on your ownIf I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high, or down lowI'll go wherever you will goAnd maybe, I'll find outThe way to make it back somedayTo watch you, to guide youThrough the darkest of your daysIf a great wave shall fallIt would fall upon us allWell then I hope there's someone out thereWho can bring me back to youIf I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high, or down lowI'll go wherever you will goRunaway with my heartRunaway with my hopeRunaway with my loveI know now, just quite howMy life and love might still go onIn your heart, in your mindI'll stay with you for all of timeIf I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high, or down lowI'll go wherever you will goIf I could turn back timeI'll go wherever you will goIf I could make you mineI'll go wherever you will goI'll go wherever you will go[if i could. i would. i'd go wherever you will go. yeah... i would...]there is a difference between envy and jealousy. haha. i looked it up. envy is when someone has something you don't have and you just have to work hard to get it. jealousy is when someone somehting you can never get. im jealous.:p bite me. lalang. guess. WALA LANG... :) peaceout...tc raiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine! kitakits! sa mcdo?:p-ian-
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4:17 AM
poems. me again.:)
lets just say im bored. :p just a short post. then a poem. well.. poems..
i chatted with POTCHI[nickie lang yan ata...] rainne[hindi pala raiine]:p a while ago. haha. dapat pla ka-soiree naman section nila sa AA... huh... June nalang. sabihin ko sa classmates ko. kami na mag-pplano...;p
RESORT:
in the spring resort nga pala... there was this FAT guy who looked like jabba the hut[im exaggerating-ok lang itsura nya!] lost his white gold earring. the resort's pool had about a million rocks and sand on the bottom. i found the earring. haha! yeah. after 20 min of searching the 5ft. deep pool... salamat cya ng salamat. and you know what? he lives in pasig. parang kme.. nag-vacation lang sa bicol.(legaspi) and when i gave him the earring, ung mga kasama nya nag-clap pa. wheeeeeeeeew.. whatta day. that one earring cost mga 1200 Php raw.. ;0 finding it felt, fulfilling somehow.. EWAn!!!^_^ whatever.. the guy was filthy rich anywayzzzzzz... huh. dapat di ko binigay.^_~ haha! jowk!:p
POEMS:-Patience-
kissed by sunlight in the morning,
the moment i wake up,
thinking of you in stretching,
or in sipping my coffee cup..:p
these days have gotten longer,
and so have the nights,
my views have gotten brighter,
adorned with many lights..
though thats me for sure,
im the underdog in the competition,
but still i persevere,
'cause you're my motivation,
and when i drift into slumber,
you're still on my mind,
even when i sink even farther,
still you i find...
i know you don't like me,
as much as you like him,
so what? let it be...
my chances really were dim..
ive been waiting for a long time,
for seven years, no eight!
in saying my 3 word line,
i guess its never too late...
whatever may meet me,
be it favorable or fickle fate,
i won't give a damn,
you're worth the wait...:)
ISA PAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Replaceable-
am i a temporary aquaintance,
just here to keep you busy?just to make a quick entrance,
and then leave in a hurry?..
are you tired of me,
of my keeping it real?
that im too stupid to see,
that love is what you couldn't feel?
when a friend is drenched in tears,
and feels so alone,
is he comforted by his peers,
or is he left to moan?
are friends like toys?to be easily forgotten,
replaced by other girls and boys,
to be put in places hidden..
do friends last forever?
to where are they bound?
in a box, within a closet,
when new ones are found...:(
haha! sad no? naisip lang... gtg.. i am soooo craving starbux... p'zzzzz out!!!
-ian has left the [freakin'] building-haha!;p
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4:47 AM
from urban to rural to urban again.:p
i havent posted in helluva long time.. :)
anyway.. after 2 weeks of spring res and hotel[1 lang ah..] hopping.. im back! to civilization! haha! but still.. i had a good time..FRIENDS:ang saya kasama cla R'R', Cham, Brian[not me, residents of pugad B, hey that ryhmes!!:p], Rowell, "ATE" Cyril/Twinkle[haha! ;->], Nanette, kuya EDward, kuya rowell, kuya Ares, annalene, ning, ann etc.. at ang aking mga MACHONG TITO. haha! yeah. all of them work out like.. 6 days a week.:O kakagulat. kaya pala ganun eh. ENIWEY.. wala! haha.. they're rich. lalang..BOATING:
wala lang. masaya. we went to a few islands.. etc. with the tito's..^_^[EWAN]: makulet?!!ang kulet ni alyssa at ni nix. angelnix! haha.. text ng text. ang lakas magtext. wla nga akong load sa GLOBE!!! sun ko meron... pti c "ATE" cyril ang lakas mang-asar... tapos nandyan pa c ning... haha. at ang kanyang back-up, tito alex, c annalene, at ann.. pinagkaguluhan ako! ang LAKAS mang-asar tlga.. haha! mis u guys! super.. :pFOOD:inj pili[thats a place huh.] we stayed at my mom's friend's place. ANG LAKAS MAG_HANDA!!!!!!! as in for 9 people she'd serve food for 20.. and the variety... haha! squid-fried, adobo,etc.. chicken-fried, roasted , adobo, etc, AND there was different crab, 9 types of fish[yes 9], shrimp, a lot of veggies.. BASTA.. i get fulkl juts thinking about it..^_^HOTEL:i came from one just 7 hours ago. ha.. it was great. not much. 3 star.:) i loved the bath TUB, and the 3 pools.[masmaganda ung isang resort 13 pools!], and the buffet breakfast... haha. and the rooms we rented. huh. whatever. 3000 a night. -_- pede na...RESORTS:
my favorite was the one in "Buwang..". damn. only 75 Php a head. nice place. cottages. 6ft deep pools. statues.. boats.. 13 pools.:) tourist spot. but i'd prefer club manila east anyday[golf-boating-...^_^ the only problem in the resort is in a valley. so even though it has THE MOST PLEASANT breeze, you have to go down and UP exactly 134 steps. i counted it. about 7 times. i needed the workout.;) inaasar ako ni Cyril.. huh.. payat ka payat!!! haha! PEACE. JOKE LANG PO!! [xenxa sa PO..;p hehe] bite me.oonga pla. ang ganda ni analene. lalang. haha! whutever...i threw my 2 fones against a wall mga 2 days ago. LALANG.... yeah. lalang..THE POPE might die.. that sucks.. that really sucks. pray...i walked, well jogged literally 3 miles straight. ewan. i got tired. not exhausted. tired. haha! in PILI yan.. more like hasty hiking.. :pANYWAY... un lang..[did you know 16 ung inner child ko.. i took a test. haha. no lie.]tc guys.. lalo na c anne... :p ian fades away..
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