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Monday, March 07, 2005

10:19 PM

i walk this lonely road... :p

gawd. tagal ko rin di nag-post.[matagal un para sakn!] ahy. asar.

wala akong magawa sa buhay ko. haha. nagbabasa lang ako buong araw. sa kain, sa computer, sa tree house (its cool. polished floors, err.. shades.[wooden] uhm, pillows and its actually quite spacious...) at kung saan saan. i buy about 4 books a week. well. i used to. medyon tinamad nlang ako... so i gave exactly 40.70% of my collection.. haha! ang bait ko grabe.. [bite me] waaaa... mario puzo, dan[ny!? haha!] brown, ursula le guin, tom clancy and tens of tens[lol] of other writers.. dragonlance kc trip ko ngaun...

i threw my foneS ate the wall last uh, saturday night. ewan. pero walang nacra! lupet talaga pag fones ko. ngek.. lecheng buhay to.

EII!!! plz stop fighting on the TAGBOARD. apologies. i know 2 ishas. ERR... 3.ok fyn 3. alyssa, krizia, ang shang. use yer names nalang. it isnt a valid basis for a petty fight. you know what i mean. haha. kahit konti talk it out. please. peace..

DIFF TOPIC[sssssss]:

last saturday, i chatted with queenie. ang saya! :p she kept like like repeating like like, uhm words. ganun ka-labo. as in kunwari, k k, fyn fyn, tc tc, 143 143, bb bb, cge cge, andameeeeeeeeeeee... it got me everytime. shaiza![ahehehe... :">] tc po! ^_~

clarence hingi ka pa saken ng load di lang bahay mo susunugin ko. hmph. joke lang pre! e2... he R.A.P.E.s everyday. HE Reads A Passage Everyday. haha! nice one! patawa to kc at masayang kasama..

alSo last saturday we had a party @ a classmates house. not really a party, but we enjoyed it nonetheless. ps2, scrabble, beer[EJ:weh! softdrinks un... LoL], PC... the works. may webcam pa nga eh at nanggulo kami ng mga di pumunta.. malamang if your classmate's dad is famous.. sorry po! di sikat parents ko! so? i still love them just tha same!(guess_who:*its getting pinky pinky in here.. change topic poh!*) ewan. haha! i re-stringed my ibanez(TM) guitar. haha. i bought the most expensive. ang mahal! 400. syet... pero OK lang.

im gonna start writing stories. SHORT. more tommorrow. im sleepy...

the poem.. bukas na! nkakatamad. ang title im not sure, something to do with masks...

im sleepy. im tired. im depressed. haha. lets hope i change my mind, get on that f-ing plane to the Alps, and hope that on the way the plane crashes into the deep, blue, lugubrious ocean. sure. lets.

"remember. every so often we steal to the landd of what-might-have-been. but still, the doesnt soften the ache, we(I) feel when reality sets back in...">> im losing faith. i am realizing ive got false hope. but at least i got SOME hope to hang on to...-ian

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god help me..

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the shademaster

that's me. torpe to the max!:p
ian.15.shy-quiet atenean sophomore.
torpe DAW.:))
god. ibanez guitars. dragons.
cellphones. gimmik. GIGS.
writing stories and poems.
jamming. music. YM.
eastwood. books. stealth..
weights. bikes. anime.
ethnic stuffz. aikido:p

How well do you know me?:p

jammin' it up...

INTERNATIONAL...[ata.:p]

Incubus. Coldplay.
Hoobastank. Maroon5.
Linkin Park. The Calling.
Blink 182. Green Day.
3 Doors down. Puddle of Mudd.
Switchfoot. Weezer.
U2. Matchbox20. Yellow card.

LoKaLe'..:)

Rivermaya. Spongecola.
Mojofly. Sugarfree.
M.Y.M.P. Bamboo.
Moonstar88. Eraserheads.
Sandwich. Mayonnaise.
Kjwan. Parokya ni Edgar.
Session Road. 6cyclemind. Hale.

Chalklit. Gorgeous Garbage.:D

...or else

espada. jay hirit ka patay ka saken.:p
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no calling me bookish.
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~~no jokes.~~kidding!

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shadowy wishes

rawr. ang tapang ko dito. papuntang eastwood.:p
canon IXUS 400 digital camera
20G i-Pod
~~more junk food in my room.~~
another ibanez electric guitar
~~a girlfriend.~~hell no!... la'ng pag-asa!
a 3rd phone.
unlimited load.
~~MORE friends.~~
japanese buffet! again.
~~an inspiration... right.~~

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shadowy figures

aoi-chan;master of shadows
anne;luv k0 2! my BesTy.Ü
akiko;jap girl.:D
angel;alive-enix.:p
erika;rainbow-seeker
rica;thoughts nya.:p
isay;is back
ann/gian;gee-ann
gio;giotistic
b-boys;pugad B
saab;incugurl
stab23x;devil's spawn
gerlynn;sunshine and jellybeans
ktine;to infinity and beyond
cessa;little miss sadist
3cia;she is what she is
dale;nostaliaa
nique;out of the ordinary psycho
shang;she who writes
bianca;the funky wild thing
rainne;always the crazy her.:p
mich;the asteeg
maverick;she bites. :p
paula;anime at heart.;)
kambz;the talking sheep goat
iggy;kapamilya ata ni julius.:p
jon;undefined jester
chizu;gakka-mo0n
aisa;dangerously kulot.:p
chel;she is emily
nica;saturnoozfreak.:p
vince;mr.soiree.joke!:p
alex[a?];may sanib
jay;within shattered walls.:D
jopoy ceasar mukhang salad.:));euro-fritz.:p
raph;cool layout addict.:D
mm;milk-chocol8.:p
camille;she rocksss...:p
carmel;fabulous
kat;nakadungaw sa buwan
cathy;sila na ba ni Ej? joke!:p
eliz;one beautiful disaster
luigi;tox-tokwafumet

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make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of my emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

wanna.bring.it.out?shout!

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ancient shadows

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