Wednesday, March 16, 2005
2:43 PM
just tests. haha!
You Have A Type B+ Personality |
B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
hahahahahahahahahahaha! lalang... ^_^
You Are A Romantic |
You are more romantic than 80% of the population.  You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! |
yeah. bored ako! :p
You Are a Little Scary 
You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.
How scary are you?
How Your Attitude Ranks |
Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population If you scored... 80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. 60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. 40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. 20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good. 0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat! |
uh-uh. whatever... sus. im gonna take a walk... AGAIN. :p
You Have OK Karma |
 You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try! While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it. You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third). Which is fine. Others still focus on you. |
uh-uh.. yah. whatever... shaiza...
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
10:15 PM
hayyyyy.. BUHAY.
yup. kita kita kami ng mga dati kong mga kakalaseng mayayaman sa eastwood sa fri. huh.
whatever. sana starbux. dun naman kme magkikita... haha! at fazoli's ha?! palibre po! [and now i say "po"..]
this sunday i MIGHT be at the shang. shangri. uh-uh. buying stuff. eating at CPK. ya know. me stuff. haha! :)
we walked our 3 labradors kanina.. haha, Oreo, Barney[:p], and PrEtZeL[ung pangalan kapatid ko nagbigay huh...] haha! amboring. well, di naman gaano. it was a little boring, but it was a LITTLE fun.. haha! c kuya teng ang tibay!
i want to strangle my little sister. ugh. maliit na daga. dont ask. ^,..,^
bdm kami bukas. sa harap lang ng bahay. lalang.
OI MIGGY, basahin mo to! p2uro sa violin mo please?!!? haha! subukan ko lang... :p
im nearly finished writing the freakin' story. sana pagbigyan ako sa comp bukas. about 6 more pages in the M.Word to go.. but i might shorten it. huh.
ei,... ,.... we're going to bicol on saturday!!! haha. we're bringin' mah little czin along. yeah. roadtrip! ill buy some books on friday. maybe 3 or 4. and ill finish em'all along the way!!! haha. im easily bored..
ONCE there we'll go swimming in "amater".. the name sucks but the place is cool. im MEAN the water is as cold as ICE. its a natural spring res. not expensive. its like being dipped in ice when i dove in last year...
alyssa, sorry la aqng load pa sa globe cell.. txt ko sau kung meron na hah? at king di ako pupunta sa summer enrichment program.. masyado akong TAMAD! SEP.. sa admu.. yoko na..
argh. maybe ill just take a walk outside. though its late... and when i come back.. ewan! :p
-ian-
whatever. sana starbux. dun naman kme magkikita... haha! at fazoli's ha?! palibre po! [and now i say "po"..]
this sunday i MIGHT be at the shang. shangri. uh-uh. buying stuff. eating at CPK. ya know. me stuff. haha! :)
we walked our 3 labradors kanina.. haha, Oreo, Barney[:p], and PrEtZeL[ung pangalan kapatid ko nagbigay huh...] haha! amboring. well, di naman gaano. it was a little boring, but it was a LITTLE fun.. haha! c kuya teng ang tibay!
i want to strangle my little sister. ugh. maliit na daga. dont ask. ^,..,^
bdm kami bukas. sa harap lang ng bahay. lalang.
OI MIGGY, basahin mo to! p2uro sa violin mo please?!!? haha! subukan ko lang... :p
im nearly finished writing the freakin' story. sana pagbigyan ako sa comp bukas. about 6 more pages in the M.Word to go.. but i might shorten it. huh.
ei,... ,.... we're going to bicol on saturday!!! haha. we're bringin' mah little czin along. yeah. roadtrip! ill buy some books on friday. maybe 3 or 4. and ill finish em'all along the way!!! haha. im easily bored..
ONCE there we'll go swimming in "amater".. the name sucks but the place is cool. im MEAN the water is as cold as ICE. its a natural spring res. not expensive. its like being dipped in ice when i dove in last year...
alyssa, sorry la aqng load pa sa globe cell.. txt ko sau kung meron na hah? at king di ako pupunta sa summer enrichment program.. masyado akong TAMAD! SEP.. sa admu.. yoko na..
argh. maybe ill just take a walk outside. though its late... and when i come back.. ewan! :p
-ian-
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I'm an angel tainted black...
1:45 PM
just another poem. :p
-Regret-
why do tears flow,
my dear friend,
down your saddend brow?
small streams flowing,
silently through your crestfallen face,
you mourn alone; kneeling
deserted by both comfort and solace,
why is it that you weep?
are you broken hearted?
that her love you could not keep,
and both of you have then parted...
if so my situation is different,
'cause to confess i'd never thought to do,
to mention words such as an "I love you.."
why do your tears flow?
do you sense my suffering?
as my soul weeps as you do,
the knife impaled is forever piercing,
my heart in misery, forever crying
yeah. whatever. i wrote that last night. haha. before i started writing the freakin' story... :p
why do tears flow,
my dear friend,
down your saddend brow?
small streams flowing,
silently through your crestfallen face,
you mourn alone; kneeling
deserted by both comfort and solace,
why is it that you weep?
are you broken hearted?
that her love you could not keep,
and both of you have then parted...
if so my situation is different,
'cause to confess i'd never thought to do,
to mention words such as an "I love you.."
why do your tears flow?
do you sense my suffering?
as my soul weeps as you do,
the knife impaled is forever piercing,
my heart in misery, forever crying
yeah. whatever. i wrote that last night. haha. before i started writing the freakin' story... :p
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
12:40 PM
fade away... bd3p..
im at home. munching away at Lays and Ruffles, dipping them in dip. :p
yeah. it means im doing nothing. but in doing nothing. i do something. i think. i reflect. i uhh.. think! haha! labo!
i woke up at 6:30 and finished a book at 7:53 this morning. the one i bought yesterday.. haha. it was titled "Tanis;the shadow years" nice book. huh. sad nga lang... matches my mood. anlabo kahapon ng gabi. i couldnt sleep. i couldnt. i just couldnt. my mind was busy, very busy and i kept thinking... :(
i slept at about 2:30 in the morning. yeah. nice. and i dreamt dreams.
PARANG may THEME nga eh.. first uh.. sad ung dream. basta. sad. tungkol sa akin at kung gaano ka walang kwenta buhay ko.. THEN[parang ako ung host sa -tales from the cypt...- HAHA!!] it became scary. i wont mention any details... bastah ganun...
ANYWAY''' again...
i still play guitar. but not that much. as an insignificant little hobby lang..
DOES ANYONE HERE KNOW the chords of 22, wherever you will go [w/ plucking technique], and hinahanap hanap kita..[w/ tabs! :p] IM me.. sa YM. ian_under15
THANX!
i USED TO COLLECT uh, miniatures. little pokemon models... little cars.. [smaller than matchboxcars!!!], little models of gundam. [about 3/4 of an inc tall] and others. wala lang. about 90% of that stuff got lost. somewhere. haha! share. ^_~
YESTERDAY..
i talked with migyy a.k.a. migs a.k.a. little boy mazo.. haha! joke..
GOD.you will be shocked.. its about #-#-#-#-#-#
LAM NIO ba c mark d. MERON NA!?! haha! ok lang yna mark di ko naman cnabi directly eh!!!! :)
uhm.. db 2 ung fone ko? t230, at 8210 lang. kc nanakaw ung 3300 ko last year.. ung 8210 di ko muna i-o-on. for a reason i wont reveal. ok? kaya mga ka-sun kong anne, king, vince, alyssa.. wag muna kau mag-text.. haha. un lang. *watches david blaine*
BABAY!!! bye!
song stuck in my head..
[she turned me away.. so now i'd be loving angels instead..]
-song by robbie williams(not the comedian)
-ian-
yeah. it means im doing nothing. but in doing nothing. i do something. i think. i reflect. i uhh.. think! haha! labo!
i woke up at 6:30 and finished a book at 7:53 this morning. the one i bought yesterday.. haha. it was titled "Tanis;the shadow years" nice book. huh. sad nga lang... matches my mood. anlabo kahapon ng gabi. i couldnt sleep. i couldnt. i just couldnt. my mind was busy, very busy and i kept thinking... :(
i slept at about 2:30 in the morning. yeah. nice. and i dreamt dreams.
PARANG may THEME nga eh.. first uh.. sad ung dream. basta. sad. tungkol sa akin at kung gaano ka walang kwenta buhay ko.. THEN[parang ako ung host sa -tales from the cypt...- HAHA!!] it became scary. i wont mention any details... bastah ganun...
ANYWAY''' again...
i still play guitar. but not that much. as an insignificant little hobby lang..
DOES ANYONE HERE KNOW the chords of 22, wherever you will go [w/ plucking technique], and hinahanap hanap kita..[w/ tabs! :p] IM me.. sa YM. ian_under15
THANX!
i USED TO COLLECT uh, miniatures. little pokemon models... little cars.. [smaller than matchboxcars!!!], little models of gundam. [about 3/4 of an inc tall] and others. wala lang. about 90% of that stuff got lost. somewhere. haha! share. ^_~
YESTERDAY..
i talked with migyy a.k.a. migs a.k.a. little boy mazo.. haha! joke..
GOD.you will be shocked.. its about #-#-#-#-#-#
LAM NIO ba c mark d. MERON NA!?! haha! ok lang yna mark di ko naman cnabi directly eh!!!! :)
uhm.. db 2 ung fone ko? t230, at 8210 lang. kc nanakaw ung 3300 ko last year.. ung 8210 di ko muna i-o-on. for a reason i wont reveal. ok? kaya mga ka-sun kong anne, king, vince, alyssa.. wag muna kau mag-text.. haha. un lang. *watches david blaine*
BABAY!!! bye!
song stuck in my head..
[she turned me away.. so now i'd be loving angels instead..]
-song by robbie williams(not the comedian)
-ian-
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Friday, March 11, 2005
9:53 PM
ive got a massive crush on you... but its only a crush..
i've had a very very very BAD day... -_-
my wallet got stolen. [600 Php]
my ragnarok account got hacked. [ still have a few cool/nice/useful items thoguh]
and i think im going to quit guitar. yeah. i think. i might. i dont know... ive lost motivation or something, basta. ayoko na. its just going to be a hobby. [my WHOLE FAMILY PLAYS THE FREAKIN GUITAR. SO, ILL PLAY MAYBE ONCE in 2 MONTHs. its not that important anymore. im thinking of storing the the nylon, the steel, the bass[e-guitar], and DA ibanez e-guitar permanently. haha. :p
im just going to be swimming, jogging, biking[pasig to antipolo and vice versa. i might.], work-out, or, go to bicol. im not going to the alps. im not in the mood. i like it here better... stupid right?! :D
ANYWAY...
my sister, as anyone who knows her is that she's OK at guitar.[old songs; dust in the wind, song for annie, err, leader of the band. ung mga tinuro ko sa kanya.. haha. ill teach her better songs. tapos mag-gguitar lessons na cya. yeah.]
MY COUSINS FROM CA ARE coming thing may! well, last week of may or first week of june. pasalubong!!! haha! joke lang.. advance welcome.. [pshaw.] ^_^
im trying a new look. yup. as pathetic as it may sound. wala lang.. ethnic tribal stuff trip ko ngaun... necklaces[pang-GUY!], bracelets, "cuffs", anklets.. the like.. namimigay rin ako. i bought a LOT at megatrade hall. haha... pero bibigyan ko lang ata ung mga cuzins ko..
DID you know?! ung -GUAPO[hahahahahahaha! joke lang pare!] at adik sa DotA- kong classmate na c king, parang "2nd cousin in law ko pala. kakagulat diba? nalaman lang namin recently. ang tita nya, inasawa tito ko.. laboooooooooooooooooooo........ #_#
ei arbie.. do you want my electric guitar? tell me. i might give it to you! harhar.. har... no really. i MYT.
here's the song of the day. or the song ive been singing.. ewan. bastah e2 ung lyricsh!!! [sh?!!?]
-MASSIVE CRUSH-
the Barbs
I bought the manga & stole the guitars
He put the speakers in the back of my car
She killed her parents I left mine a note
I crossed my fingers, we drove to the coast
She's got her make-up, she puts her face on
And now we're getting quite a reputation
Good conversation, good conversation
Full of interesting observation
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
And when you speak to me well what can I say
With every whisper you blow me away
I like driving, I like to go fast
I like to see how many cars I can pass
I had a vision we'd never arrive
The whole journey in fear of his life
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
And the you beckon me & what can I say
With every gesture you lead me astray
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
You drag me everywhere you take me away
With all the little stupid things that you say, you say
I've got a massive crush on you
I've got a massive crush on you It may be massive
but it don't mean much
After all, it's only a crush..
ewan. im a small fan of the barbs.. i like a few songs...
basta. ewan. YM uli... queenie.. sorry tlgang di kta mtawagan. landline nalang kaya! QC k db? :p
i gave away my ragna account. haha. and i might give away my guitars. they've got no significant meaning anyWAYZ.. ;p oonga pla! cheskie, bili ako ng tickets para sa MCHS freshie night!!! 300 Php lang db?! and maybe ill treat some real friends out in starbux. ubusin ko na pera ko. ive never really used it on myself. yeah. i mean how important am i anyway? maybe this summer ill stop eating breakfast and lunch. call it my sacrifice. or my "artifice, my mask, my concealment, my pretense."... whatever. i dont know anymore. i dont know what to like, what to do, what to think...
hmm// so how should i end the F0*%1^& post... a blog fader is a "entrance of the blog. see the effects of THIS BLOG BEFORE YOU GOT HERE?!?! no!?!? click "back". then click the link back to my site. after you click the GODDAMNED alerts... the window sorta fades. it blurs. THATS my fader. still dont get it. YM ME.
i feel down. like the heel of a 500 pound. man is crushing my cheek on the rain sodden ground...
gdnyt every1...
-ian-
my wallet got stolen. [600 Php]
my ragnarok account got hacked. [ still have a few cool/nice/useful items thoguh]
and i think im going to quit guitar. yeah. i think. i might. i dont know... ive lost motivation or something, basta. ayoko na. its just going to be a hobby. [my WHOLE FAMILY PLAYS THE FREAKIN GUITAR. SO, ILL PLAY MAYBE ONCE in 2 MONTHs. its not that important anymore. im thinking of storing the the nylon, the steel, the bass[e-guitar], and DA ibanez e-guitar permanently. haha. :p
im just going to be swimming, jogging, biking[pasig to antipolo and vice versa. i might.], work-out, or, go to bicol. im not going to the alps. im not in the mood. i like it here better... stupid right?! :D
ANYWAY...
my sister, as anyone who knows her is that she's OK at guitar.[old songs; dust in the wind, song for annie, err, leader of the band. ung mga tinuro ko sa kanya.. haha. ill teach her better songs. tapos mag-gguitar lessons na cya. yeah.]
MY COUSINS FROM CA ARE coming thing may! well, last week of may or first week of june. pasalubong!!! haha! joke lang.. advance welcome.. [pshaw.] ^_^
im trying a new look. yup. as pathetic as it may sound. wala lang.. ethnic tribal stuff trip ko ngaun... necklaces[pang-GUY!], bracelets, "cuffs", anklets.. the like.. namimigay rin ako. i bought a LOT at megatrade hall. haha... pero bibigyan ko lang ata ung mga cuzins ko..
DID you know?! ung -GUAPO[hahahahahahaha! joke lang pare!] at adik sa DotA- kong classmate na c king, parang "2nd cousin in law ko pala. kakagulat diba? nalaman lang namin recently. ang tita nya, inasawa tito ko.. laboooooooooooooooooooo........ #_#
ei arbie.. do you want my electric guitar? tell me. i might give it to you! harhar.. har... no really. i MYT.
here's the song of the day. or the song ive been singing.. ewan. bastah e2 ung lyricsh!!! [sh?!!?]
-MASSIVE CRUSH-
the Barbs
I bought the manga & stole the guitars
He put the speakers in the back of my car
She killed her parents I left mine a note
I crossed my fingers, we drove to the coast
She's got her make-up, she puts her face on
And now we're getting quite a reputation
Good conversation, good conversation
Full of interesting observation
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
And when you speak to me well what can I say
With every whisper you blow me away
I like driving, I like to go fast
I like to see how many cars I can pass
I had a vision we'd never arrive
The whole journey in fear of his life
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
And the you beckon me & what can I say
With every gesture you lead me astray
I've got a massive crush on you
And there's no limit to what I'll let you do
You drag me everywhere you take me away
With all the little stupid things that you say, you say
I've got a massive crush on you
I've got a massive crush on you It may be massive
but it don't mean much
After all, it's only a crush..
ewan. im a small fan of the barbs.. i like a few songs...
basta. ewan. YM uli... queenie.. sorry tlgang di kta mtawagan. landline nalang kaya! QC k db? :p
i gave away my ragna account. haha. and i might give away my guitars. they've got no significant meaning anyWAYZ.. ;p oonga pla! cheskie, bili ako ng tickets para sa MCHS freshie night!!! 300 Php lang db?! and maybe ill treat some real friends out in starbux. ubusin ko na pera ko. ive never really used it on myself. yeah. i mean how important am i anyway? maybe this summer ill stop eating breakfast and lunch. call it my sacrifice. or my "artifice, my mask, my concealment, my pretense."... whatever. i dont know anymore. i dont know what to like, what to do, what to think...
hmm// so how should i end the F0*%1^& post... a blog fader is a "entrance of the blog. see the effects of THIS BLOG BEFORE YOU GOT HERE?!?! no!?!? click "back". then click the link back to my site. after you click the GODDAMNED alerts... the window sorta fades. it blurs. THATS my fader. still dont get it. YM ME.
i feel down. like the heel of a 500 pound. man is crushing my cheek on the rain sodden ground...
gdnyt every1...
-ian-
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
7:46 PM
oooookay... :p
You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert |
You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend! |
yeah. whatever. surprising... yet true in a sense. GOD.
*ian is covered by a perpetual shadow of boredom...*
bored! kukuha nga ako ng mga test pa... :p
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
9:35 PM
the tears of mother sky...
2 posts IN ONE DAY! ITS MY RECORD! :P
HAhy. laging depressing poems ko no? haha. mas-gusto ko kasing ganyan...
e2 isa pang poem. tagal ko na 2ng ginawa nung 40 min period ng english kasi nag-advance na ako. di ako nakinig. ryt. anyway. ginamit ko naman rin sa english project.. panget cya as usual. ako gumawa eh. but! remember. dont plaigarize or else i will hunt you down. im serious. you dont want to know how the face of a person who, in YM, was pissing me off and insulting me, looked like when i tapped his shoulder, smiled and said his YM id. to him. and said mine. goD. he turned white! yeah. happy ending. use your imagination.
haha! just joking. i told him to stop. well, before that i smiled. "smile, it makes people think what you are thinking."---> love that quote.... neway... he apologized then just walked away. nagulat ata. sus. nakita ko lang pic nya sa friendster... then i recognized him. ho-hum...
E2 na ung poem! tama na ung dal-dal! its short. so?! :D haha! angas!
- Rain-
The tears of Mother Sky,
fally as i begin to cry,
she whispered goodbye,
my plea to God was; "why!?",
my feeling became hotter and hotter,
i thought of life as it went by...
as heard the patter of water,
my voice cracked; i felt bitter,
seeing my world crumbling,
hating my own heart beating,
guilt and depression grasping, tightening,
killing.
i could hear myself laughing,
i was reflecting, now running, jumping...
rain still falling.
haha! uhm, as a reflection to the OLD poem ko. the line "guilt and depression grasping, tightening,
killing."-- it meant that those feelings killed, destroyed, errr... disrupted his will to live. period.
its short, quaint, yet, with a touch of sadness... leaves a thought to be thought . :P woah. san un nanggaling?!
cge.. gotta go.. 2loG uli... BB people!
love you anne! ingat ka lagi...
ewan. random sequence. cge people! tc at ingats! nyt na kc... kc.. ... zzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZzzZZZzZzZzZzzzz...
joke lang. ewan... nyt...
fade away.
HAhy. laging depressing poems ko no? haha. mas-gusto ko kasing ganyan...
e2 isa pang poem. tagal ko na 2ng ginawa nung 40 min period ng english kasi nag-advance na ako. di ako nakinig. ryt. anyway. ginamit ko naman rin sa english project.. panget cya as usual. ako gumawa eh. but! remember. dont plaigarize or else i will hunt you down. im serious. you dont want to know how the face of a person who, in YM, was pissing me off and insulting me, looked like when i tapped his shoulder, smiled and said his YM id. to him. and said mine. goD. he turned white! yeah. happy ending. use your imagination.
haha! just joking. i told him to stop. well, before that i smiled. "smile, it makes people think what you are thinking."---> love that quote.... neway... he apologized then just walked away. nagulat ata. sus. nakita ko lang pic nya sa friendster... then i recognized him. ho-hum...
E2 na ung poem! tama na ung dal-dal! its short. so?! :D haha! angas!
- Rain-
The tears of Mother Sky,
fally as i begin to cry,
she whispered goodbye,
my plea to God was; "why!?",
my feeling became hotter and hotter,
i thought of life as it went by...
as heard the patter of water,
my voice cracked; i felt bitter,
seeing my world crumbling,
hating my own heart beating,
guilt and depression grasping, tightening,
killing.
i could hear myself laughing,
i was reflecting, now running, jumping...
rain still falling.
haha! uhm, as a reflection to the OLD poem ko. the line "guilt and depression grasping, tightening,
killing."-- it meant that those feelings killed, destroyed, errr... disrupted his will to live. period.
its short, quaint, yet, with a touch of sadness... leaves a thought to be thought . :P woah. san un nanggaling?!
cge.. gotta go.. 2loG uli... BB people!
love you anne! ingat ka lagi...
ewan. random sequence. cge people! tc at ingats! nyt na kc... kc.. ... zzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZzzZZZzZzZzZzzzz...
joke lang. ewan... nyt...
fade away.
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I'm an angel tainted black...
2:15 PM
so cold. enjoy coke. :p
and im back!
GOD. im so bored! especially with this wretched monotony of a life... right.
last night i had the strangest dream..[dream telling?! yehey! amf..]
--->>i was in a dimly lit corridor with dark blue walls, but they had a faded quality to them, and near part of the wall, where it and the floor met, was a black shade, like a shadow, but much, much darker.I walked through the corridor for hours, or so i think/thought.. then, i run.. like something was after me. for some reason, the scene suddenly changes. my arms and feet are bound tighly to ropes, and im spread-eagled, lying face-first on the floor, and i hear chanting. i try to move but im too tightly bound. then someone[?!] whispers in my ear, i dont, remember the words but i remember that right after, a painful sensation rips through my senses. a hard, heavy object keeps on hitting my back, blow after painful blow after painful blow... then everything stops, then i see the bottom of a cloak, a black on, stop about an inch from my head, then.. nothing. i see black. just black. then i hear screaming. then i realize it was just me... i was covered in blood, for what reason i do not know. then i see the cloak again. AND THEN I WAKE UP!
ang labo diba?! when i woke this morning, my back hurt like in the dream. but not that much. it felt like angelosat on it...[peace angelo kung nabasa mo man to!] freaky. and my wrists and ankles were a little chafed..neway.. dont want to talk 'bout anymore.. weird kasi. parang talagang nangyari... :O
sa 3 nga plang isha: uli! makulit ako... ^_^
isha [cuzin; krizia]
isha [shang or ishie or ish...]
isha [alyssa]
ung mga name nio nalang para di malito..
yehey. yesterday i bought 3 books. David Eddings-Enchanter's endgame.[one of my favorites... basta fantasy bibilihin ko agad...], uhm, a dragonlance series book; hilig ko ang mga ganyan.[maraming writers un eh!] and The sicilian[mario puzo].. i finished 2 them this morning.. haha! ewan...
e2 na ung poem. korni ha. ako gumawa eh. :pkainis tlagang miss ko na maging editor sa school paper.. may nagagawa ako eh! the joy of having your name. in print! hahahaha!
Artifice;[n. ar-ti-fis]
-Artifice-
a paper mache barrier,
you hide your wearer's facade,
emotions are behind you,
you show a faux charade...
adorned with bright colors,
you're displayed by your wearer,
people around you only see,
your faultless creaseless brow
since your making,
you've worn that frozen smile,
seemingly always happy 'bout something,
decieving people all the while..
before your false exterior,
that those around you behold,
is someone neither inferior nor superior,
nothing out of the ordinary mold,
yet what makes him different,
is that he is a great pretender,
that all his time is spent
to make all emotions colder..
fearful of feeling pain again,
he has accomplished this for years,
doing it since way back then,
just reaped held back tears...
all his cries are muffled,
by the concealment he had made,
masking anger, sadness even joy,
for heavy is the price to be paid...
deceit and lies are the cards he plays,
and falsehood is his game,
in his doorless room he stays,
with only himself to blame...
but before the pretender was a man,
and before the mas there was none,
before widthrawal was a plan,
from his woe he didn't run
that was far in the past,
ages to him it seems,
when he thought it could last,
one of life's joyous yet mournful themes...
behind his decieving pretense,
his fallacious mask,
is but a piece of who he was,
torn by the dispersing of illusion,
a fantasy,
a daydream,
a delusion,
then a trick,
this false impression,
is all he'll ever have,
a chimera,
its but a fabrication...
or in itself, a revelation.
WE ALL PRETEND. 'think bout it.
its summer, but i can't help but feel so cold. ok ok?[ala queenie!!! joke lang. heyy.. ill call you sumtime tommorrow or later k? k! :D]
can't get this freakin' song outta mah' head: :0
["if i could, then i would, i'd go wherever you will go..."]
'cause i cant get the freakin plucking! asar. pshaw... hehe.. :p
fade away.
GOD. im so bored! especially with this wretched monotony of a life... right.
last night i had the strangest dream..[dream telling?! yehey! amf..]
--->>i was in a dimly lit corridor with dark blue walls, but they had a faded quality to them, and near part of the wall, where it and the floor met, was a black shade, like a shadow, but much, much darker.I walked through the corridor for hours, or so i think/thought.. then, i run.. like something was after me. for some reason, the scene suddenly changes. my arms and feet are bound tighly to ropes, and im spread-eagled, lying face-first on the floor, and i hear chanting. i try to move but im too tightly bound. then someone[?!] whispers in my ear, i dont, remember the words but i remember that right after, a painful sensation rips through my senses. a hard, heavy object keeps on hitting my back, blow after painful blow after painful blow... then everything stops, then i see the bottom of a cloak, a black on, stop about an inch from my head, then.. nothing. i see black. just black. then i hear screaming. then i realize it was just me... i was covered in blood, for what reason i do not know. then i see the cloak again. AND THEN I WAKE UP!
ang labo diba?! when i woke this morning, my back hurt like in the dream. but not that much. it felt like angelosat on it...[peace angelo kung nabasa mo man to!] freaky. and my wrists and ankles were a little chafed..neway.. dont want to talk 'bout anymore.. weird kasi. parang talagang nangyari... :O
sa 3 nga plang isha: uli! makulit ako... ^_^
isha [cuzin; krizia]
isha [shang or ishie or ish...]
isha [alyssa]
ung mga name nio nalang para di malito..
yehey. yesterday i bought 3 books. David Eddings-Enchanter's endgame.[one of my favorites... basta fantasy bibilihin ko agad...], uhm, a dragonlance series book; hilig ko ang mga ganyan.[maraming writers un eh!] and The sicilian[mario puzo].. i finished 2 them this morning.. haha! ewan...
e2 na ung poem. korni ha. ako gumawa eh. :pkainis tlagang miss ko na maging editor sa school paper.. may nagagawa ako eh! the joy of having your name. in print! hahahaha!
Artifice;[n. ar-ti-fis]
-Artifice-
a paper mache barrier,
you hide your wearer's facade,
emotions are behind you,
you show a faux charade...
adorned with bright colors,
you're displayed by your wearer,
people around you only see,
your faultless creaseless brow
since your making,
you've worn that frozen smile,
seemingly always happy 'bout something,
decieving people all the while..
before your false exterior,
that those around you behold,
is someone neither inferior nor superior,
nothing out of the ordinary mold,
yet what makes him different,
is that he is a great pretender,
that all his time is spent
to make all emotions colder..
fearful of feeling pain again,
he has accomplished this for years,
doing it since way back then,
just reaped held back tears...
all his cries are muffled,
by the concealment he had made,
masking anger, sadness even joy,
for heavy is the price to be paid...
deceit and lies are the cards he plays,
and falsehood is his game,
in his doorless room he stays,
with only himself to blame...
but before the pretender was a man,
and before the mas there was none,
before widthrawal was a plan,
from his woe he didn't run
that was far in the past,
ages to him it seems,
when he thought it could last,
one of life's joyous yet mournful themes...
behind his decieving pretense,
his fallacious mask,
is but a piece of who he was,
torn by the dispersing of illusion,
a fantasy,
a daydream,
a delusion,
then a trick,
this false impression,
is all he'll ever have,
a chimera,
its but a fabrication...
or in itself, a revelation.
WE ALL PRETEND. 'think bout it.
its summer, but i can't help but feel so cold. ok ok?[ala queenie!!! joke lang. heyy.. ill call you sumtime tommorrow or later k? k! :D]
can't get this freakin' song outta mah' head: :0
["if i could, then i would, i'd go wherever you will go..."]
'cause i cant get the freakin plucking! asar. pshaw... hehe.. :p
fade away.
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Monday, March 07, 2005
10:19 PM
i walk this lonely road... :p
gawd. tagal ko rin di nag-post.[matagal un para sakn!] ahy. asar.
wala akong magawa sa buhay ko. haha. nagbabasa lang ako buong araw. sa kain, sa computer, sa tree house (its cool. polished floors, err.. shades.[wooden] uhm, pillows and its actually quite spacious...) at kung saan saan. i buy about 4 books a week. well. i used to. medyon tinamad nlang ako... so i gave exactly 40.70% of my collection.. haha! ang bait ko grabe.. [bite me] waaaa... mario puzo, dan[ny!? haha!] brown, ursula le guin, tom clancy and tens of tens[lol] of other writers.. dragonlance kc trip ko ngaun...
i threw my foneS ate the wall last uh, saturday night. ewan. pero walang nacra! lupet talaga pag fones ko. ngek.. lecheng buhay to.
EII!!! plz stop fighting on the TAGBOARD. apologies. i know 2 ishas. ERR... 3.ok fyn 3. alyssa, krizia, ang shang. use yer names nalang. it isnt a valid basis for a petty fight. you know what i mean. haha. kahit konti talk it out. please. peace..
DIFF TOPIC[sssssss]:
last saturday, i chatted with queenie. ang saya! :p she kept like like repeating like like, uhm words. ganun ka-labo. as in kunwari, k k, fyn fyn, tc tc, 143 143, bb bb, cge cge, andameeeeeeeeeeee... it got me everytime. shaiza![ahehehe... :">] tc po! ^_~
clarence hingi ka pa saken ng load di lang bahay mo susunugin ko. hmph. joke lang pre! e2... he R.A.P.E.s everyday. HE Reads A Passage Everyday. haha! nice one! patawa to kc at masayang kasama..
alSo last saturday we had a party @ a classmates house. not really a party, but we enjoyed it nonetheless. ps2, scrabble, beer[EJ:weh! softdrinks un... LoL], PC... the works. may webcam pa nga eh at nanggulo kami ng mga di pumunta.. malamang if your classmate's dad is famous.. sorry po! di sikat parents ko! so? i still love them just tha same!(guess_who:*its getting pinky pinky in here.. change topic poh!*) ewan. haha! i re-stringed my ibanez(TM) guitar. haha. i bought the most expensive. ang mahal! 400. syet... pero OK lang.
im gonna start writing stories. SHORT. more tommorrow. im sleepy...
the poem.. bukas na! nkakatamad. ang title im not sure, something to do with masks...
im sleepy. im tired. im depressed. haha. lets hope i change my mind, get on that f-ing plane to the Alps, and hope that on the way the plane crashes into the deep, blue, lugubrious ocean. sure. lets.
"remember. every so often we steal to the landd of what-might-have-been. but still, the doesnt soften the ache, we(I) feel when reality sets back in...">> im losing faith. i am realizing ive got false hope. but at least i got SOME hope to hang on to...-ian
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god help me..
wala akong magawa sa buhay ko. haha. nagbabasa lang ako buong araw. sa kain, sa computer, sa tree house (its cool. polished floors, err.. shades.[wooden] uhm, pillows and its actually quite spacious...) at kung saan saan. i buy about 4 books a week. well. i used to. medyon tinamad nlang ako... so i gave exactly 40.70% of my collection.. haha! ang bait ko grabe.. [bite me] waaaa... mario puzo, dan[ny!? haha!] brown, ursula le guin, tom clancy and tens of tens[lol] of other writers.. dragonlance kc trip ko ngaun...
i threw my foneS ate the wall last uh, saturday night. ewan. pero walang nacra! lupet talaga pag fones ko. ngek.. lecheng buhay to.
EII!!! plz stop fighting on the TAGBOARD. apologies. i know 2 ishas. ERR... 3.ok fyn 3. alyssa, krizia, ang shang. use yer names nalang. it isnt a valid basis for a petty fight. you know what i mean. haha. kahit konti talk it out. please. peace..
DIFF TOPIC[sssssss]:
last saturday, i chatted with queenie. ang saya! :p she kept like like repeating like like, uhm words. ganun ka-labo. as in kunwari, k k, fyn fyn, tc tc, 143 143, bb bb, cge cge, andameeeeeeeeeeee... it got me everytime. shaiza![ahehehe... :">] tc po! ^_~
clarence hingi ka pa saken ng load di lang bahay mo susunugin ko. hmph. joke lang pre! e2... he R.A.P.E.s everyday. HE Reads A Passage Everyday. haha! nice one! patawa to kc at masayang kasama..
alSo last saturday we had a party @ a classmates house. not really a party, but we enjoyed it nonetheless. ps2, scrabble, beer[EJ:weh! softdrinks un... LoL], PC... the works. may webcam pa nga eh at nanggulo kami ng mga di pumunta.. malamang if your classmate's dad is famous.. sorry po! di sikat parents ko! so? i still love them just tha same!(guess_who:*its getting pinky pinky in here.. change topic poh!*) ewan. haha! i re-stringed my ibanez(TM) guitar. haha. i bought the most expensive. ang mahal! 400. syet... pero OK lang.
im gonna start writing stories. SHORT. more tommorrow. im sleepy...
the poem.. bukas na! nkakatamad. ang title im not sure, something to do with masks...
im sleepy. im tired. im depressed. haha. lets hope i change my mind, get on that f-ing plane to the Alps, and hope that on the way the plane crashes into the deep, blue, lugubrious ocean. sure. lets.
"remember. every so often we steal to the landd of what-might-have-been. but still, the doesnt soften the ache, we(I) feel when reality sets back in...">> im losing faith. i am realizing ive got false hope. but at least i got SOME hope to hang on to...-ian
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god help me..
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I'm an angel tainted black...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
5:37 PM
ewan. sama ng pakiramdam ko... kahit summer...:p
life sucks. ayoko na. i cant. i quit. haha. un lang. masyado akong takot. kung ayaw mo di wag. tangina...
First things first. Si anne nakipagbreak na. ouch. sakit nun, sobra. PERO k lang yan! kaw pa. ^_~
ON ANOTHER TOPIC...
SUMMER NA NAMIN! yeah... nice. neato!(where the F did that come from!?)
Ewan. Did you know that I was supposed to go to New Zealand this summer? Yes. The Alps. BUT I declined. No reason. I just didn't want to be far from some1? naw... err.. something.. :D Pero maganda sana dun. ewan ko ba kung ano ang pumasok sa utak ko. (ngaun wala akong magawa: just watching 6 new DvDs, with 3 cups of coke, 2 dips and 2 bags of lays in hand... movie marathon!)
Haha. (ang ugali mo'y iba, di bagay sa 'ting dalawa... pakiusap sana..) ugh. lalang... nakikinig muna sa MtV bago manood ng DvD!
IsA pA? (ngunit di nagkatotoo, may nahanap kang iba... ang tibok ba ng PuSo mo... nagbago..[?])
Im might go 'tah da bonus tour thing ng simple plan at avril lavigne.. baka. sana. ata.
[im gonna be single for the rest of my life! LoL]
ei, im hungry... aha! japanese food anyone?
"Do you know what Napoleon gave Josephine? A golden locket. With this one-word inscription inside it, just one word; -DESTINY-."---->>FROM:"THE TERMINAL"
First things first. Si anne nakipagbreak na. ouch. sakit nun, sobra. PERO k lang yan! kaw pa. ^_~
ON ANOTHER TOPIC...
SUMMER NA NAMIN! yeah... nice. neato!(where the F did that come from!?)
Ewan. Did you know that I was supposed to go to New Zealand this summer? Yes. The Alps. BUT I declined. No reason. I just didn't want to be far from some1? naw... err.. something.. :D Pero maganda sana dun. ewan ko ba kung ano ang pumasok sa utak ko. (ngaun wala akong magawa: just watching 6 new DvDs, with 3 cups of coke, 2 dips and 2 bags of lays in hand... movie marathon!)
Haha. (ang ugali mo'y iba, di bagay sa 'ting dalawa... pakiusap sana..) ugh. lalang... nakikinig muna sa MtV bago manood ng DvD!
IsA pA? (ngunit di nagkatotoo, may nahanap kang iba... ang tibok ba ng PuSo mo... nagbago..[?])
Im might go 'tah da bonus tour thing ng simple plan at avril lavigne.. baka. sana. ata.
[im gonna be single for the rest of my life! LoL]
ei, im hungry... aha! japanese food anyone?
"Do you know what Napoleon gave Josephine? A golden locket. With this one-word inscription inside it, just one word; -DESTINY-."---->>FROM:"THE TERMINAL"
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I'm an angel tainted black...