i am just so f-ing bored.

know what, one of the strings of my classical guitar broke. nung thurs last week! kainis tlga, bwiset na bwiset ako. kahit may electric na mas gusto ko pa rin ung classical... plucking hilig ko eh! sori po!! ewan.

exams na namin next week! pagkatapos... home free... ;p
im going to the rosehill family day. yey. yey! yey? *haha!* di ko alam kung gusto kong pumunta. heh. kung gusto ko. pero pupunta pa rin ako hah! wag mo pagalitan Minnieeee....

my cousin nga pla. pupunta cla uli d2 sa PiNaS ng june or july or august this year... haha... miss na miss ko na sila ate isha (aka krizia). RB(or arbie?!), ariel(M), and kuya anton; ang aking mga magagaling na pinsan.

ANTON:
magaling mag-drawing. matalino. LAGING may GF. aywan.

KRIZIA:
maarte na malakas mang-asar...(may BF ka na no? mag-react ka at 22o!)

RB:
parang anino ni kuya anton...(kikiam_kubori@yahoo.com) kay kuya anton yan. hapi? kontakt him.

ARIEL:
bata pa to... bastah. mabait.



sus. i earned to play "elesi" in 5-9 min. plucking na lang no! or "stairway to heaven"- HINDI ung telenovela este, chinovela; UNG song in Led Zeppelin. LOOK INTO IT! ^_^ though i watch S2H sometimes...
ngaun im looking for the chords of "hinahanaphanap kita.."


ian is bored. very very very bored. LoL

I got this from friendster. from a bulletin. ganda... :')
kakaiyak no? hehe.. medyo.

The night was dreamy as the rain came down,
she said "Lets go for a ride away from town".
All through the ride she had nothing to say,
it's almost as if something stood in her way.
Then suddenly, it came, out of the blue.
"My parents said "i have to break up with you"
."I'm sorry" she said "i cant pretend",
"My parents said our love must end".
She took off his ring, as tears came from her eyes,
at the same time, the fear of losing her began to rise.
With tears threatening to fall,he held them back,
as he unconsciously parked his car on therail-road track.
he wrote something on a piece of paper,
held her hand and said "Read it later".
He always wished they would never part,
He said in a sad voice "You just broke my heart".
She opened the door and walked out in the rain,
Thats when she saw the lights of the train.
Realizing too late, at what she had sighted,
with the blink of an eye, the metal collided.
All she could remember, was blood running red,
and someone saying, "I'm sorry he's dead".
The ambulance sounded like an agony cry,
Then she read the paper and it said
"Without youI'd die"....



but one thing nga lang. I dont cry...
its simply sad. just that.


ian faded away.

birthday ko nung Feb 18.. nax, 15 na ako!!! wla lang... i took my friends out in starbux, there were 7 of them. MY TREAT! haha! so THAT day ang LAKI LAKI LAKI ng ginastos ko.. daym. 1400!!! pero kasamana ako nun. ;p wala lang. after that we practiced a filipino project. durng that tym, we also did 2-1-4 by river maya. di naman pala ganun kahirap. ngaun i can do a number of guitar pieces... ako isa sa magagaling sa plucking sa class ko! i can do only 12 kinds but im still learning! [fave song to play? anak! hehe... pinaka madali yun na plucking...]

thanx nga pala kai ANNE kasi g[n]reet nya ako sa BLOG NYA! what could be better than that? :D (btw nice layout!)

ganda ng nakuha kong e-itar... but i dont like the strings. so... papalitan ko. malamang... its cool. its fun. its LOUD. and its MY electric GUITAR!!! pero prefer ko pa rin ang traditional guitar. ung may metal strings...

YESTERDAY we had this sort-of end of year party. ganda. lupet. nag-perform ang "chalklit"... band ng mga kaklase ko. the BEST. enjoy kahit ung mga parents! tapos ang lupet rin ng mga MC.. c sprix at c angelo. (idol yan ng klase namin si sprix a.k.a. mark lorenzo reyes ang PINAKA MAGALING NA GUITARISTA SA MUNDO. yes. he's the f-ing idol of the class. walang kokontra. hahy. p**ha. kakainggit.) ^_~

DID YOU KNOW? 35 out of 41 students in MY class play the guitR OR ARE LEARNING TO PLAY. COOL!!!

im so old..

BTW... the blog sucks. i know that. ive got no time to fix it. at least i made most of it myself. i started with a basic blog from aoi. ROCK ON AOI!!! watashi no tomodachi desu!! if youre reading this, arigato![?]
bite me.


ian faded away.

ELOW... GREET KO LANG kau...

HAPPY VALENTINES!
HAPPY VALENTINES!
HAPPY VALENTINES!
HAPPY VALENTINES!
HAPPY VALENTINES!

haha... ewan. nagf-fade yung greeting. matatapos na yung araw eh! ewan. bored. walang nag-iba. life sucks. BORED!!! amf...

f-ing piece of crap. ^,..,^ Rrrraaaarrr...

Wala lang. I wrote this while in the computer cafe. Read it if you like. It sucks. Life sucks. I suck. Labo..


-Balance...-

'Tis the season of red and pink,
'tis the season of hearts,
where love of couples reach its brink,
or where some lovers part.

It's both a sad and happy time,
that lovers and those loved could see,
where suitors even try to rhyme,
to entrance their bride-to-be.

Joy is with those who have someone,
to hold, support, caress,
to them the challenge of courting is done,
for they have passed the test.

Yet the balance must be fullfilled,
the scale should be even!
It's what reality willed,
It's what always will happen...

Not everyone's happy on valentines day,
who'd rather just fade away...
who'd rather be home all day,
talking to god; they pray...

some people are visited by sadness,
wih a thick blanket of gloom,
they'd feel bad, easy to depress,
with nonexistent thoughts of doom...

such events take place,
when valentines comes,
where life picks up its pace,
where it's sad for some...

everything should be equal,
if there's black; there's white
one flies; one falls,
if there's dark; there's light!

Joy for those who have partners,
woe for those who have none,
I'm one of those lugubrious mourners,
who have lost sight of sun.

Among the warm colours of red and pink,
there are spots of black.
Of the thoughts that you think,
I have this one fact.

I love you,
but you can't love me,
but I'm covered by emotion's blindfold,
the reason I cannot see...

I quit; Ive lost this game,
I've got no chance....

It's just part of the balance,
to myself I tell...
Similar to the relation,
of Heaven and Hell.

'Tis the season of red and pink,
'tis the season of hearts.
Where love of couples reach its brink,
or where some lover's part.

Though I'm tainted black you'll see...
you'll always be in my heart.... =((

sry for the term but putang ina! Monday bukas. I hate mondays. Well.. minsan gusto ko. Minsan.

I might get an i-Pod for my birthday. Pero ayaw ko namang mahirapan ang parents ko... kaya baka ill ask for 5 thou nalang. its waaaaaaayyyyyy cheaper than an i-Pod....

eniwey... happy[wtf!?] valentines...
enjoi it with that special someone as long as you can! malay mo. kinabukasan wala na sya.
db? ewan. I wish every couple a nice, wonderful, happy and memorable relationship....

un lang... *sips on a starbux cup..* LoL


ian faded away.
who cares? i dont.

Haha.. yes! We got a new car.. an ESTIMA VAN!!!! Sunroof… TV, DVD player, mp3 player… 2 sunroofs nga pla!!!! Hahy.. ganda. Lupet. Parang masayang bad3p. ewan ko ba… AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?! Ibibigay daw un sakin sa college. Well, not really ibibigay but…. Un ung gagamitin ko… nyak.... hehe… ang saya saya pa rin ah?

Anyway.. I wont put the lyrics of the songs na konompose ng unc ko at 2mulong lang ako ng konti.. ng KONTI… ung words lang naman at medyo sa tune... kasi raw… kaya di ilalagay, ang copyright or whatver.. KASI RAW; baka may gumaya. Sa amin amin lang ng friends ko un….. haha. Ang mga title RAW.. “Tao lamang”, “Kailangan Kita”, and lots lots more….

IM going to “BORROW” my unc’s guitar for a few years! Puede raw! That’s what he said.. Ill get it next Saturday.. yesh! ;p its not strat.. i think… tell you (pipol) soon…. ^_^

Obviously wala akong appeal, wala akong itsura… hindi ako gwapo… but I am a nice person. At kahit hanggang friends lang ako… PUEDE NA YUN!! Poem uli… pero di ako gumawa…. SI FRANCIS WILLIAM BOURDILLION ung pangalan.. short yet DEEP…. labo...

The night has a thousand eyes:

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies,
When alove is done.

LUPET…Remember this beautiful line… “The heart has its own reason which reason alone cannot comprehend…” :’)


Bad3p ako until bday ko. At least. Wala kasing nagggreet eh! Ambait nyo lahat! ^_^

Un lang…


ian faded away….

wala lang... im bored. bigtime. as in todo bored. wala kaming pasok eh...
presidents day or sumthin... labo. ;p

hey.. Im trying to play guitar again! haha.. kaya ko plang Anak-freddie aguilar, Wag na wag mong sasabihin... dust in da wind, megalomaniac... etc.. dami eh..
nagccmula lang uli! inspiration haha...

I bought a new MYMP cd. galing mo ate juris!!! pti ni kuya chin. i dnt knw the other guy nga lang... hehe. galing kc ng moderator namin pinaplay cla sa harap ng class namin. kabarkada kc! mztah na kaya cla?

galing ng unc ko. LuPET! marunong mag-guitar, piano, flute... mag-compose ng songz... ganda ng boses.. sus... inggit ako. ;p may records na nga un. dati. LoL. 22o un ha.

Life sucks. period. :D

Im NOT goin to buy a guitar anymore. im gonna borrow his 2 guitars. either. mayB his flying V 69'... pero impossible!!!! soooo... ung strat nya nalang.. haha... rawk on ti2 john!!!
daym it BORING.

ian faded away.... *poof* hehe.. joke lang. ^_~
paalam. sayonara! goodbye! ewan... :P

ian faded away....

wala.. just posting.. I wrote this while in the leadership seminar... kc ako ang Internal Vice president ng Org namin! ;p Neway.. I wrote this from 12am-2:30 am nung hindi ako makatulog. It just poured out. hehe..

Dont wori... I'll add the tagboard.. give me time...

ABOUT the "seminar".. Nagkaroon kami ng 'amazing race'.. kakapagod, dapat "Race" nalang, walang "AMAZING!" LoL.. The food was OK... but bcos of a Starbux Marshmallow(MmmMmmMmm! hehehe...) Espresso.. di tlga ako maka 2log... tapos may lumalabas sa isip ko.. lagi kong nakikita. haha. Not a chance.

-not a chance..-

This is but a poem,
to express how I feel,
'cause this is the only topic,
that I can write with zeal...

Im not very good
that much I can tell you,
especially when Im not in the mood
or when Im feelin' blue.

a special something,
I have to discuss with you,
that 'something' I really have to talk about,
and to explain it through and through...

Im quite fond of you,
that indeed is true,
yet matters have come at hand,
and this Ive got to tell you...

Im content to be your friend,
again something I could say.
couldn't mention that 'I love you'..
not knowing what game I'd play...

You belong to someone else,
someone special,
someone good...

You like him a lot, I could tell,
wouldn't want to go in between,
ruin it all,
I'd rather go to hell.

If I really cared,
I'd let you go.
'cause if you don't really love me,
let it be so..

Its my turn to let live, let go,
I've got to set you free...
I can live with that,
knowing that your happy.

You were never mine to begin with,
I'll be just your friend.
In that state I'd be content...
Being close to you feels heaven sent...

Go on! Enjoy life,
love while it could last..
Im just by the sidelines,
just thinkin' 'bout the nonexistent past...

Move forward, don't hesitate,
Dont be like me... I decided 8 years too late...
bite me, Im just too shy..
I'll just be here living life; a lie...

To love you; thats beyond,
wouldn't want to break our bond...
Friendship! Thats for me...
I guess Im so blinded, Ive got to see

Now I've said most of what I've wanted to,
but dont forget this one thing,
my wasted heart will love you
'till the day I'd be dying...

I resign to my fate,
as around me shadows dance,
as three words come to my mind;
"not a chance, not a chance.."

wala akong magawa.................................................................ows?.............................................................
haha... labo..............................................................................................................................

peaceout.;p